Gregg smartly planned a day of fun for us today. I don't know what it includes, but he is so good, I might forget for a moment...
I have to do the sobbing thing this weekend because I go back to work on Monday. Pregnancy test on Thursday. Bracing myself.
urrgggh.
Okay, it's 10 minutes later.
I feel better. Yeah, I'm really, really not supposed to feel anything yet. But I really have to be very clear with myself this weekend...this really may not work. And that's okay. I've got my eye on a gaudy, expensive, totally not my style piece of jewelry that will be mine if this fails. And I sort of like the idea that I may not have to be pregnant in a pediatric office during the H1N1 thing. And I like the idea that my embryos will have forever come from a 32 year old...this means we can hold off on another try for a while...pay off this cycle...go to europe...yes, I will survive if this cycle is a bust.
A-Ok!
Mother nature is so raunchy.
I don't start feeling anything obvious until 6 weeks into pregnancy. Hang in there. Hope you have a GREAT day today. What a guy to plan something for you fun!
ReplyDeleteYay for the hubby planning a fun day for you both! I think it's impossible not to have the doubts and roller-coaster emotions during the blasted 2ww. I think it helps knowing that you will be okay if this doesn't work out and kind of having an idea of what you will do after. That way either way it turns out, you'll be okay. I'm sending you some good vibes that is the one though!
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